Inis Mona

Hairs

2010-03-09T00:04:00.004+08:00

I am Going to be botak soon
haiz
sad tragedy for me
...........
i Love my hairs
but
time to say goodbye to them
Ahhhhhh......
i dun wan to miss them.......

It is gonna be a nightmare for me

Happy Birthday , Lucia

2010-03-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

Well is 12 am in the morning
and i welcome you to the age of seventeen
singing a birthday song for you
just hope that you will be happy
and always stay happy like that

Well , Lucia
You thought i forget
is your birthday
Nope!!
it is not gonna happen
haha
how can i forget my buddy's birthday
It is so important

Well you are a birthday girl today
So do whatever you want
but not too over okay ?
Dont ever forget to finish your homework

When you are 17th
You grow up
and you are not a little girl anymore
So you have to stay strong

Well i wish you
Good Luck for your SPM
Have a nice day ( Remember to keep smiling , But not to be crazy )
haha
Enjoy your birthday

2010-03-07T02:18:00.004+08:00

Am i doing something stupid ?
i question myself
i feel that i am just like a fool
did i really care about their feeling ?
rather ask them to shut up and fuck off
but that's not me
just wanna be friend with everyone
yaya friend
but dont even wanna talk to them
or else
they will ask me about chances
damn chances
"why dont you put a try ?"
goddamn
you think relationship can put a try ?!
talking to you
is just exactly entertaining you
bullshit
if i put a try
i am gonna get hurt
well
i am not an experiment for you
giving you a chance
is no different with trowing myself towards wall
ya
friends
i always said that we are friends
but look
i dont even wanna talk about relationship with you
so stop talking about you and me all the time
it's fucking bored
I dont mind if you talk about other topics

Love & Trust

2010-03-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

It's your voices
That raise me up
It's your voices
That makes me happy

Its your smiles
That makes me feel warm
It's your laughter
brought me out from sadness

I cherish the moments
Which belongs to you and me
Holding your hands tightly
And i will never leave you alone

Memories are created by us together
And it never fades away
Because it is lively in my heart

I have a shoulder
For you to cry on
Saving all my love to you
Because we belongs together

Your hands are warm
Wipe away my tears gently
And that has comfort my heart
With all your love

Although i am not an angel
But i try to be the best of me for you
So i am willing to say in front of everyone
"Yes, i do."

Out of love
I consent you as my Knight
And you're the only one
Brings me joyfulness and happiness

I am a man without luxuries for you
But i am man with love for you
Do allow me to kiss on your lips
Do allow everyone to be our witness

Let the rings be our love-token
Let the Father be our affiancer
When i step into the church
I can feel Blessing full in it
And there is a man standing in front of the pulpit
My Mr.Right

Done By
Aaron Ng
&
Lucia Wong

你的气息

2010-03-02T22:58:00.002+08:00

暖暖的微笑
柔柔的眼神
我都喜欢着

你出现以后
我不再孤单
也不再哭泣

与你的回忆
都在珍惜着
收藏到心底

虽然你不在
但手机响起
希望就是你

不管有多远
依然感受到
你在我身边

就算你离开
在我心房里
依然有着你

Done By
Lucia Wong
&
Aaron Ng

露西亚

2010-02-25T22:44:00.004+08:00

当我失落时
是你的陪伴
让我不孤单

这个POST里
我没有准备
都是想什么
写什么

其实
句句都是心里话
我很感激你
带给我的关心

当我伤心时
电话没钱了
但你依然会找办法
关心我
i seriously feel touch for that
and ,thank you

和你相处的时间
不是很久
不过
好像认识了很久的朋友
因为
你给的
是我想不到的
关心

很少
朋友会给到这样的关心

遇到你
就是一句话
我们真的是用“心”做朋友

你是我第一个真正 CLOSE 的很的网友
所以
谢谢你

也许
是我们的缘分吧^^
所以才相识

和你写上
勇敢。爱
这诗
我感觉很开心
兴奋
你也一样
还写得很夜
写晚了才肯入睡

还蛮成功的
虽然写的时间很短
也写的很有感觉
嘻嘻
不错嘛，
我们的Feel 和想法都和得来
希望下一首可以跟你写得更好^^

Lucia Wong ，谢谢你哦^^

勇敢。爱

2010-02-25T01:27:00.004+08:00

当我无能为力时
是你的温柔拥抱
告诉我依然有你

当我受伤的时候
是你的轻轻拥抱
带给了我安全感

当你拥抱着我时
好希望时间停下
因为享受着幸福

当眼神对上线时
只想专注于你那
只属于我的温柔

让我居住在你心
让你也觉得幸福
让你觉得更完整

让我完全拥有吧
你身躯里的灵魂
由我来守护它吧

我是属于你的爱
命运注定你和我
是永远的不分开

属于我们的爱情
就让我们永远地
好好拥抱这爱吧

在我的心房里面
你是那永恒的爱
永不断绝的缘份

我心中属于你的
那最珍贵的角落
不会有人能取代

当我握紧你的手
感受手心的温度
轻吻你的脸颊时

是你我爱的见证

Done By
Aaron Ng
&
Lucia Wong

my quiz test result ^^

2010-02-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Dear Aaron Ng Jun Qi, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like to flirt

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Behave seductively

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The opposite sex finds this very attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You listen to your own instincts

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Tend to follow your heart

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you d

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

挂念

2010-02-23T01:30:00.002+08:00

挂念的心
让我想起
你给我的
温柔拥抱

难以忘记
这是唯一
你给的
回忆
爱

想起你
眼泪默默流下
你的离去
是我心里
最大的疤痕

听着
当时你的留言

看着
照片中的你

我会觉得很
很内疚

因为
我失去了你

妹
哥哥答应你的要求

希望你看到
我会坚强，走下去

Singapore Trip ^^

2010-02-23T01:13:00.007+08:00

The Beloved and the Hatred (a poem that i share to my school magazine)

2010-02-20T01:13:00.003+08:00

You wouldn't know why,
I have changed to another person ,
You didn't question why ,
Just like a blind person ,
But i just want to say ,
Stress has worsened my mood ,
And you thought i was forever for you ,
i need time to throw out the stress out of my mind ,
But the moment i threw it out ,
you were gone and that left a deep wound in my heart ,
which bought sadness , sorrow and grief ,
wanted to wrap you in my arms ,
And drown you in kisses ,
You left me but i still have some of you ,
You , the beloved and the hatred ,
I didn't mean to blame you for anything ,
I just wanna say thanks for the memories ,
And the precious lesson that you taught me .

Aaron Ng Jun Qi (5 Science)

2010-02-19T19:28:00.003+08:00

当你和他在一起生活
那是你最快乐的时候
当他牵着你的手掌时
那是你最幸福的时候
当他看着你说爱你时
你，决定不放开手
但这一切转变了
因为你想不到
一个完美的承诺
尽是个伤人的慌言
他心中的爱人
不是你了

当爱情出了差错
你沉沉的语气
哭的红红眼色
深夜里
房间里没有了他的气息
但充满了你轻微的哭泣
你的眼泪，他跟本看不到
你的哭泣，他根本听不到
他根本就不是你要的他了
当另一半的你抛弃了你
你有没有真正的笑过？
因为你的心里还有他
你放不下所有的他

朋友，孤独的心
不是真正的失去所有
你还有我，还有你的朋友
都是个在你身旁的聆听者想想看，
我们经常关心你
让关心你的给你舒服心情
要学会坚强，要认识快乐

朋友
you will never be alone
Friends are supporting you ,
We all have the moments of dawn
But time after time
It is a pass
We better let it go

singapore

2010-02-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

好开心，今天去了动物园
晚上到海边去
在我眼前的是片海
对面是新加坡城市灯光，听着风的歌声，
这是幸福的歌曲，
开心的象征。烦恼全抛弃了。
我把这奇妙的海景送给好朋友^^
希望大家都开心
在疲倦，眼前的美丽都把我带到另个世界
Wipe out the hatred with peaceful heart
No matter what , god will be with us
明天要去Bird park
要早睡
加上用电话上Blog
I cant post up my photo now T.T
But since i break i promise
I owe you a favour my friend
I will post up as soon as possible
Bye and good night

废废的早晨

2010-02-12T08:15:00.003+08:00

我不是疯狂
我真的只是睡不到
也不是想那女生而不睡
也许是太热
也许家里只有我一人
也许是太兴奋晚上可以见到老朋友
早上五点十一分
电话响了
原来是朋友的信息
原来早起要去玩
好幸福的家伙
哈哈
但那个时候
嘻嘻
在看戏嘛
所以没回
到七点二十多时
电话已有三封信息
哇
建安，嘉鸿好早起床
一个是同党，睡不到
一个讲我想人家
在无聊的情况下
就出门运动去了
运动后，回家
就坐在电脑前
到现在
一个怪怪的早晨就这样过了

2010-02-12T01:15:00.003+08:00

hoho such a happy day
finally i got a wild and happy hour again
haha
i wont forget about today
难忘又surprise女生唱老歌，厉害，何日君再来。

这歌他们唱的很好听
i like it so much
well i guess this is the best time i heard about it

but i got a second round after CNY
oh no
i found that my voice is not that good for singing
but choon nam said English songs quite nice
maybe i used to sing English songs

eh hm
guess i need to warm up myself for second round
but i still worry about it
plus i just go for haircut this afternoon
eh
i guess i am not willing to take pic
XD
i am too ugly now
haha

Monster

2010-02-10T10:59:00.000+08:00

So sick of it
I can't stop thinking about that
I said i will be okay
But tears still rolls down in the night
Leave of alone .
I just don't want to think about your words
But i am very sick
So sad , your leaves Bring in sorrow to my soul
Why can't i stop thinking about that
You are such a freak in my mind
I can't take it anymore

梦

2010-02-10T10:52:00.000+08:00

梦见你
但身旁的男生是他
那场梦很讽刺
心疼了
泪水流出来
醒来我才知道
刚刚是场梦
也许朋友说的对
梦归梦~
但如果真的发生在眼前
我会不知如何面对

2010-02-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

烦恼，星期日要去教堂
如果看到她
要如何面对
啊！头痛……
不是怕面对
只是心疼
心酸，为什么？
在内心打转
好想把她丢出脑袋
好难

to my dear friends

2010-02-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

sorry , if i trouble you guys
i am okay now
thx for de care
anyway i have to accept it
no matter how
right?
so we cant just put the blame on anyone
ya know what i actually mean
if its over
just let it be
and again
i wanna say thx for my dear brother and sister
that care for me
i owe you guys a favour

2010-02-04T01:31:00.002+08:00

crying in the dark
and here comes the winds blow

looking at the empty field
memories of you recall in my mind

oh god
you are punishing me

but i know that you are good to me
you accompany me all the time

it is just a task for me
a lesson for me

you teach me moral value of love
the lesson of joy, pain and cruelty

i know that every event is just a stepping stone
but as my heart sink

i cant rise it
i cant stop thinking about the pain

god
i just want to be relax

i hope that my best friend George
can accompany me

but he went oversea
and i got no point to contact him

i need someone to talk to
but i dunno who should i talk to

everyone is busy
i know that

may god guide me out of the pain
if i am a devil , do punish myself for thee

god please here my prayer

2010-02-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

步入单身世界里
让我想起我多笨
对你忠心和专一
遵守你给的诺言
但就这样被抛弃
回忆只是个过去
你妈妈说要劝你
但我觉得不能了
勉强是没有幸福的
我只能低下头
转身而去
背叛？
欺骗？
怀恨？
过了就算了吧
我很伤了
说什么也没用
只能祝福你，幸福快乐但当然，我们依然是朋友
You are the one who build me up and bring me down
Like an old abandon house
Bring along a hammer to my heart
Drag down our memories without saying a word
I should have started runnig ,but i still standing there , watching at you

Its over , but with a peaceful heart I tell myself , we were still friends Good bye , good luck , dear Jessica

god..

2010-01-27T03:59:00.001+08:00

主啊
你是不是又惩罚我了？
我好痛苦，
好想大哭大叫
我好伤心
听了那句话后
我的眼泪没有停过
我很累
很想睡
但我想到就不能睡了
为什么？
要让我心碎
主
我的心里只有一句话不要再让身旁的人抛弃我了

Happy~

2009-09-24T13:30:00.003+08:00

This is NOT puppy love
I KNEW IT
God given you to me
i appreciate this
i don't care how people look at me
All we Need to do Is STAY Together
Stand Together
and challenge EVERYTHING
Happy all the time~
What i want is what i need
and is same with what you dream ~

Punk!!

2009-08-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

don't ask me why
noisy? Loud ?
I like It
It is rock

Music is an expression
i don't like pop
but rock
Shout and yell !!

Guitars and Drum
Banging Out Loud
Show you the Fury
DO you got it ??

Check out in youtube

Parkway Drive
Bring Me The Horizon
Escape The Fate
Slipknot
Alesana
Lamb Of God
Avenged Sevenfold
Killswitch Engage
Darkest Hour
Chiodos
Crosscut

Demon & Devil

2009-07-17T20:36:00.003+08:00

ppl running
birds are flying
am i standing alone

walking on the street
you told me you will wait for me there
but you are not

when darkness cover me
Ghost give me Choices
work for him or leave him

he gives me a couple of months to think
Demon accompany me
trying to convince me

but sorry to demon
brother cant help
because it is the path to hell

i got my life
i got my freedom
you are asking a fool to do you a favour

i am not emo anymore
no time for it
gonna stand strong

think twice
every challenge is a stepping stone

so just face it

in fact
family is much more important for me
that is my decision

Running in The Dark
looking for light
and i never regret to my choice

thx George

A poem of me

2009-07-09T13:48:00.000+08:00

I am a nice guy but I am a jerk
I wonder why people always use me as a joke
I hear people laughing at me
I see people pointing at me
I want them to understand
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk

I pretend to be normal
I feel there is no freedom
I touch the school gate ...
I worry when can I go back
I cry because I miss my friend
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk

I understand study is important
I say I will do my best
I dream to have a peaceful life in feature
I try to get better result
I hope I can do that
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk

My characteristic??

2009-07-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

Very energetic
intelligent
can b jealous or possessive.hardworking.
great kisser
can bcum obsessive or secretive.
holds grudges.attractive.determined.
loves being in long relationships.
talkative.
romantic.can b self-centered at times.
passionate and emotional.

Very accurate o..
Ha

笨蛋…傻瓜…

2009-07-03T10:59:00.002+08:00

为什么我就是笨…
有眼看，就是还是不肯放下…
我应该退出
就是不甘心
我虽然没有错
但就是……
白痴…
也许是我痴情
好野蛮……
自己真的是一只大水蛭……
有时候觉得自己很废…
天天都法信息给你
都在打扰你
And i don't think you really wanna chat with me ...
Because i am not the apple in your eyes ...
I am just wasting your time ...
I guess so ...
Pls don't force yourself to entertain me ...

无聊

2009-06-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

无聊
为什么
就是不明白
没有人会回我的信
打电话又好想没心情
是不是我太烦人了？？？
只有建安,Rolf,Fatin,Amanda姐姐会和我谈话
我的心粹了
就连我育华的姐姐们，没理我
没人care,没人明白我最近的心情
烦啊~
好烦~
个有个的忙吧~
可是为什么我们没像以前那样close了？？？
我们之间，有什么问题吗？
好像有一道高高的墙壁，把我们分开~~
我真的很伤心~
很hurt~
山上的朋友都会和我谈话~
山下的呢？！
I got a deep cut ..
Just right on my heart ..
And is bleeding ..
Nobody care ...
Because even the best friend didn't really care bout it...
Sadness ..
Slowly conquer my heart ..

心情不好

2009-06-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

为什么?
是时候读书了
我知道
我不是说过了吗??
我不干了
什么活动都好
我要读书okay?
天天给我活动搞~
我会疯的啊
一点都不自由
闲~

我的假期

2009-06-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

我的假期
有喜有悲
想起还没假期的事够烦了
真正知道从头到尾什么事的
只有我的兄弟吧

Vivian,你的离开
没带走什么
但留下的是~回忆
什么都好
我都没错怪你
在最后的voice record里
你错怪你自己
说自己没听劝告

但这一切，
你带给我的
是痛
我不知要如何去说
无轮如何
你是我最好的妹妹

你说的
we work as a team ,
Share joyful to each other
Solve problems with each other
Is time to go against anything that stop us...
我永远都忘不了
当时的我们
当时你的眼神
当时的场面

和你在一起
你不是欺负我
就是认真的对我
你顶不过我的话
就会从头到尾
用“小男人”
来叫我
当时的我们
还是“小孩子”吧

到今天
你给的
是回忆
我永远
忘不了

安息吧

傻瓜

2009-06-13T17:37:00.002+08:00

我傻傻的模样~
别人看了就会笑。。　
你大小姐的风范~　
我怕我赶不上！
他们叫我要勇敢~　
对你大声说喜欢~
鼓起了勇气~　
站在寒冷水里说爱你~　
你的爱~　
是否存在？　
一颗心,在等待　
从现在,到未来
比过所有的无奈
如果说,爱不来
期待也只是空白
彩色的,已变灰白
我已看开~

2009-06-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

你不是真正的快乐歌词：
作词：五月天作曲：五月天

人群中哭著你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了你已经决定了
你静静忍著紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
於是你含著眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走著
你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了然后才后悔著
你值得真正的快乐你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻重新开始活著

Thank You LOL my dudes

2009-06-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

惨咯
又是背后痛
忘了自己不能搬重的东西
嘿
真的是'老人家'咯
在过几天就上去了
要回云顶念书了
但是心就是不爽
天天的我就是好像缺乏了些什么酱
就是不明白
是心病吗？
呜呜~
为什么我就是酱？
朋友说过我不能这样
要一定和她拿答案
那我就拜托你们
她是她
她有她的权力~
她也需要时间~
她也不一定会接受我~
你们觉得会还是不会都好
我只能说
如果我该放弃，还是继续
我会'自己'来
还有，谢谢你们的关心咯
如何都好，有你们为我打气
我就高兴了
谢谢哦

睡不着…

2009-06-11T00:19:00.001+08:00

其实很想睡觉
就是不知道为什么不停的想…
想你…
礼拜就上去了
我有种不想回去的感觉
什么样的歌可以形容我的心呢？
那就是
1)田一龙 - 一定要爱你
2)Bunkface - Situasi
3)阿杜 -差一点
4)品冠 - 爱情不能做比较
5)大嘴巴 - 永远在身边
6)Chris Daughtry - What about now
7)张震嶽 - 愛我別走
这些歌
也就是我的心情
如果你愿意
你就听以上的歌
你就明白我的心情了
顺着号码听吧
希望你能回我
让我知道你在想什么
如果panda你没看到
也不懂你有没有看过我的blog
如果你从来都不看
那上帝就是要注定
我是个乱来的傻瓜了
难到，我……
也许是我想太多
也许我自做多情
我应该好自为知………

想起你

2009-06-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

想起你是另一种孤单
是一种感觉
天天都在想你的心情是如何
你有快乐吗？？
要去ENJOY哦
SO sorry i am not perfect
我知道真的不能做比较

I do....

2009-06-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

I do want to find you ....
but i afraid that my msg makes you feel that i am annoying...
because i am a leech , i know ...
haiz yaya...
i wonder what are you thinking ....
i wanted to ask but i know i should not ask
wanted to know your feeling
but i know you won't tell me
your lines web into my heart
but did not tear my heart slightly apart ...
but seems like a cage
i was lock in there
keep on searching a way out
where is your love ??
where is your heart ??
The Beloved and The Hatred ...
i wonder which one is me ..

我好想你。。。

2009-06-09T01:50:00.003+08:00

有的时候
就是抓不到你在想什么
你也从来没有
告诉过我你对我的真正的感觉
我也不晓得
该如何去问你
刚才在MSN你要睡前
竟然来个有种亲切感的
“晚安方式”
我又一时慌了起来
要回你是你已经offline

下午一说到星期三你要去玩
你问了我要不要跟你
我心中有喜又有悲
开心是因为你会这样问我
担心是全部是女生
我一个突然的出现
会搞到大家怪怪的
况且，多多少少都会有
陌生的感觉
对不起咯
我真的不要到时候搞到你不上不下

唱K的时候你说过陪我
但最后，你陪伴你的好朋友
可是还好，我没做傻瓜。。
还有麦克风陪我。
还好啦，我不是怪你
我明白的，你陪伴你的姐妹
最后唱完了回家时
你以手机信息向我道歉
但，我。。。
真的没生气
从你的眼生里
我觉得你也累了
我也不想再让你烦恼
所以当你在帮我想办法去朋友家时
我也不想麻烦你了
所以告诉你
“如果回麻烦人家，就算了吧”

最近的我
觉得自己做不了什么来哄你开心
对不起
希望你不生气
每天都会想发信息给你
但怕打扰你
也怕你心情不好
最怕是我的“出现”
搞到你什么都没mood

突然觉得我自己很幸运
因为你没离开
你还在这里念书

CuTie PanDa
So sOrrY i cAn't bE tHe beSt Of mE fOr yOu #.#
All i kNow iS i Am gOiNg To mIsS YoU aFeR tHis HolidAy T.T
Oh GoD+.+
Pls Help Me >.<

虽然我。。。

2009-06-08T01:58:00.002+08:00

我告诉过我自己
要给你“快乐”
我不确定我做的有带给你快乐吗。。
我也不确定你在想些什么。。
但我确定的是我喜欢你

我不会用甜言蜜语
来哄你开心
但我能付出
我说做得到我能的我就做

对你用心
希望你能体会
对你关心
希望你能感动
对你真心
希望你能珍惜
让你开心
是我的希望
让你动心
是我的梦想

如果喜欢上你是个错误
那我想错了再错

有时候就是想找你出来走走
去看看戏
哄你开心
但。。。。。
想一想，我是不是又发梦？

当天，如果你不发送
爱情的信息给我
还加上那三个字
。。。
我想
到今天就不会默默的告诉你
我喜欢你
哇哇。。。

但不是在怪你啦
因为这是我的StyLe
因为我是aArOn嘛。。。。。

要回去了。。我一点都不想

2009-06-08T01:38:00.003+08:00

我一点都不想离开。。
还是留在这里比较好。。。
就是不知道为什么。。
不想离开。。。
真实的。。
我就是不受控制的
喜欢上了你
我也不知如何去把这种感觉给停下
天啊
脑袋就是乱乱来
想了又想
就是两个字
！担心！
很多方面的担心
为你担心
也同时为了我的“安全”担心
我不知要如何说出我的感受
就算是我亲口告诉你
还是通过MSN告诉你
都不能表达出我的感觉
况且，我不觉得你想听
因为你喜欢的都不是我
如何都好
我快疯啦
要放手也放不下
喜欢你真的快傻了
傻瓜也是我
水蛭也是我
CuTiE pANdA 啊。。。
你真的是国宝
T.T

Wa... So FAST....

2009-06-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

haiz yaya
so fast
one week already
next week have to go back "jail"
and "lock up" one month again
sien ah....
very boring
everyday also like that
play then sleep
wake up then eat
then play pc again
very very soon is a pig jor lol
hmm...
nest week haircut ,
i hate that
after SPM for sure i won't go for haircut
because i don't like my hair style look rambutan
haha
buah-buahan malaysia
how do i live with a short short hair
i don't like that T.T
but my mum prefer me got a short hair
Haiz
that kind of hair style don't have any different with prisoner

Farewell dude , may god bless you in heaven

2009-06-06T03:07:00.000+08:00

Vivian , although you is not in this world anymore
i wish you know i still remember you
no matter you is in heaven or hell
i hope you know that i miss you

夜深了

2009-06-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

已近好迟了
就快到2.30am
看了你的事情
我如何都睡不下去
好想好想
陪伴在你身边
肯定你没伤心
才默默的离去。。
没有你的微笑
都是很难入眠

我错了，错得很错。。。

2009-06-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

从来就没想过她的痛，
到自己看到事后才知道。。
为什么从前的自己总是把“狠”
放在眼里？？
狠难道可以解决一却所有吗？？
我的干妹妹每次都问我。。
我都回答“对，只要你肯对他狠，他会对你彻底死心。”
因为我也遇过这样的情况
在被对方“击退”后的天空
好像世界停了
没了，完了。。
就是这种感觉
很难受，哭了，喊了，都是这样。。。
因为这是个结局
对他的思念。。。
永远说不完

就是这样，痛苦陪伴了我几个月
在上到云顶念书
依然喜欢他

告白了三回
都被“击退”
吃醋，每次的事
就是吃到不能了
死心

Vivian，当时喜欢我
就是他的一句话
“不如你就让我好好去关心你，照顾你”
我们就这样开始了

他是我最出名的干妹妹。。。
也是回忆中
最深刻的
他做的一切
我明白

因为在她的父母反对情况下
他被送到德国。。
就这样，没了，停了。。

就这样到今年。。。。
就和学校的一位名叫“得比”的女生开始了段感情
它不是华人。。。

一个月过了
因为他的前男友的关系
我们就这样断了

哭泣。。。
又来了。。
只有我的朋友Roger了解我
也就是我的兄弟

发泄出怒气
我开始以拳击
发出我的心头恨

受伤的还是自己
我就领悟了
皮外伤再重
都不比我的心伤

。。。。。。。

到了今天
不知道为什。。。
感觉来了
对他有了好感。。。
突然就告诉了自己一句
如何都好
我要活得比从前快乐
同时也把这份“快乐”分享给他
无论如何
就是有一种想保护她的感觉
不想把“伤心”带到他手里
而是要把“伤心”给带走
同时以“快乐”取代“伤心”的位子
为了这一切，
就是不忍心看到她再伤心。。。

。。。。

就算我有个坏的结局
我也要，活下去
我接受
这是我的命运
上帝要如何就如何
不属于我的
我不逞强
。。。。

Pain Killer

2009-06-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

hmm...
is already 2 months
but the pain is still there
OMG
what is the different of me and an old man
so young , but so many problem
even go sing k
the pain also wanna "threat" me like that ...
Damn...
i dunno when it is going recover

Fuck OFF... if you hate me

2009-06-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

you want it
then i do it
don't even blame
don't even cry
stand up
and turn back
walk away and don't even look back
you got a question why
then i am gonna tell you now
cause you force me to do so
want me to give a slap on your face then i don't mind
but if your parents question me
answer it yourself
i did told you that before because i don't like you
you wanna hate me i don't mind
as long as you don't disturb me i don't mind
because your face make me feel frustrated
what to do ???
i can't do anything...
you know why ???
your attitude , your style...
i don't like it..
so , very simple
reflect yourself everyday

Psycho

2009-06-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

Psychosocial...........
A PSYCHO life?
Ya , nice...
Killing with no feeling
a killing with smile

As All Hope And Faith Bleeds

2009-06-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

A tear drops from the empty eyes...
Drilling a hole to the concrete heart
Crossed hands turn to crossed fingers...
As all hope and faith bleeds from these crying eyes
I turn my back to the cross and walk away...
Never look back and never believe in anything again
My beliefs fall down on the mud and disappear...
I crawl my way through, till i rise once again.

in a simple words ... KILLING HOPE

Love Is Cruel

2009-06-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

Love is consumming and oh so cruel

Through it all I've been such a fool
You promised to make dreams come true
All you did was break my heart in two

Only room in your heart for you
It was your this, was your that too
I kept trying to find me there
Hoping that you did care

Lies, excuses, life's daily burdens
Never really posed any problems
But cuts to the heart to be left out
With my thoughts never allowed

I don't think you can even know
How much you have hurt me so
Or am I just blind unable to see
Beyond what you mean to me

Love is .... what ????? leech > me

2009-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

BloG...

Hmm...
Dunno oh ..
Haiz..
my secret
nothing much or less
holiday come back also very boring
miss my friend so much
miss HER more than friend la
but
what to do ??
Haiz..
dunno o
got plan in mind
have a date with her is good de
but , i am not that dare to ask
although i already request
she tell me okay
but until now....
No reply , fine
maybe she is busy
i should think in a positive way
i feel i am just like a leech
she like other ppl ,
i did know that
but,
i still don't wanna quit
i am just like out of control
just like a leech
once i "bite" ,
i wont let go
anyway......
i dont wanna guess what is gonna happen
but i will just accept anything which is gonna happen to me ..
we all are fated
no one can change the ending
only god
or else
she change it
pain is there..
but she also got that kind of pain on her heart
i know...
i did not put the blame on her