A poem of me

I am a nice guy but I am a jerk
I wonder why people always use me as a joke
I hear people laughing at me
I see people pointing at me
I want them to understand
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk

I pretend to be normal
I feel there is no freedom
I touch the school gate ...
I worry when can I go back
I cry because I miss my friend
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk

I understand study is important
I say I will do my best
I dream to have a peaceful life in feature
I try to get better result
I hope I can do that
I am a nice guy but I am a jerk