Monster

So sick of it
I can't stop thinking about that
I said i will be okay
But tears still rolls down in the night
Leave of alone .
I just don't want to think about your words
But i am very sick
So sad , your leaves Bring in sorrow to my soul
Why can't i stop thinking about that
You are such a freak in my mind
I can't take it anymore

梦

梦见你
但身旁的男生是他
那场梦很讽刺
心疼了
泪水流出来
醒来我才知道
刚刚是场梦
也许朋友说的对
梦归梦~
但如果真的发生在眼前
我会不知如何面对

烦恼，星期日要去教堂
如果看到她
要如何面对
啊！头痛……
不是怕面对
只是心疼
心酸，为什么？
在内心打转
好想把她丢出脑袋
好难

to my dear friends

sorry , if i trouble you guys
i am okay now
thx for de care
anyway i have to accept it
no matter how
right?
so we cant just put the blame on anyone
ya know what i actually mean
if its over
just let it be
and again
i wanna say thx for my dear brother and sister
that care for me
i owe you guys a favour

crying in the dark
and here comes the winds blow

looking at the empty field
memories of you recall in my mind

oh god
you are punishing me

but i know that you are good to me
you accompany me all the time

it is just a task for me
a lesson for me

you teach me moral value of love
the lesson of joy, pain and cruelty

i know that every event is just a stepping stone
but as my heart sink

i cant rise it
i cant stop thinking about the pain

god
i just want to be relax

i hope that my best friend George
can accompany me

but he went oversea
and i got no point to contact him

i need someone to talk to
but i dunno who should i talk to

everyone is busy
i know that

may god guide me out of the pain
if i am a devil , do punish myself for thee

god please here my prayer

步入单身世界里
让我想起我多笨
对你忠心和专一
遵守你给的诺言
但就这样被抛弃
回忆只是个过去
你妈妈说要劝你
但我觉得不能了
勉强是没有幸福的
我只能低下头
转身而去
背叛？
欺骗？
怀恨？
过了就算了吧
我很伤了
说什么也没用
只能祝福你，幸福快乐但当然，我们依然是朋友
You are the one who build me up and bring me down
Like an old abandon house
Bring along a hammer to my heart
Drag down our memories without saying a word
I should have started runnig ,but i still standing there , watching at you

Its over , but with a peaceful heart I tell myself , we were still friends Good bye , good luck , dear Jessica

god..

主啊
你是不是又惩罚我了？
我好痛苦，
好想大哭大叫
我好伤心
听了那句话后
我的眼泪没有停过
我很累
很想睡
但我想到就不能睡了
为什么？
要让我心碎
主
我的心里只有一句话 不要再让身旁的人抛弃我了