crying in the dark
and here comes the winds blow

looking at the empty field
memories of you recall in my mind

oh god
you are punishing me

but i know that you are good to me
you accompany me all the time

it is just a task for me
a lesson for me

you teach me moral value of love
the lesson of joy, pain and cruelty

i know that every event is just a stepping stone
but as my heart sink

i cant rise it
i cant stop thinking about the pain

god
i just want to be relax

i hope that my best friend George
can accompany me

but he went oversea
and i got no point to contact him

i need someone to talk to
but i dunno who should i talk to

everyone is busy
i know that

may god guide me out of the pain
if i am a devil , do punish myself for thee

god please here my prayer